tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4383466566776619881.post2311659569855943640..comments2011-09-21T13:43:30.063-07:00Comments on My New Self: Disorientating and emotionally turbulentMy New Selfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12469172148099011336noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4383466566776619881.post-25678067945924645052011-09-21T13:43:30.063-07:002011-09-21T13:43:30.063-07:00Ditto ditto and flipping ditto.....
I have a cruch...Ditto ditto and flipping ditto.....<br />I have a cruchie chocolate , a muffin and thanx goodness for my meeting or i wud have eaten the packet of popcorn too.<br />Each day i look @ my NO EXCUSES pics posted all over my house ... on my work pc & cellphone its my screensaver BUT TO NO AVAIL.<br />In 24 weeks time i turn the big 40 - and i SO want to leave this all behind me! But yet its so hard. : (<br />I have stopped going to WL as Im wasting my money if in not committed. So yip its scary and very unsettling to think have i can't be true to myself and my desires.<br />I have the following moto stuck in my head daily.<br />' In a years time u will regret not starting today'<br />Any advice most welcome. Mwah - Strongs for 2moro... New day , new beginning ... its just the ending that r all the same in my life @ the moment.ditto.....<br />I have a cruchie chocolate , a muffin and thanx goodness for my meeting or i wud have eaten the packet of popcorn too.<br />Each day i look @ my NO EXCUSES pics posted all over my house ... on my work pc & cellphone its my screensaver BUT TO NO AVAIL.<br />In 24 weeks time i turn the big 40 - and i SO want to leave this all behind me! But yet its so hard. : (<br />I have stopped going to WL as Im wasting my money if in not committed. So yip its scary and very unsettling to think have i can't be true to myself and my desires.<br />I have the following moto stuck in my head daily.<br />' In a years time u will regret not starting today'<br />Any advice most welcome. Mwah - Strongs for 2moro... New day , new beginning ... its just the ending that r all the same in my life @ the moment.Tibbshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14607049800915969960noreply@blogger.com